FLUSH-ed it AWAY!

I was browsing through all the pics in my comp and found this,

&i was like bloodyidiot lah.
IDK where it came from, i thought i've deleted ALL the pictures that have got to do with that idiot.
HAHAHA tak baik eh.
Idk why at a certain point of time i really hate him so much, like so so SO MUCH!
BUT at a certain point of time, deep down in my heart, i miss him, just a little, not that SO MUCH.
HAHA.
At random nights, sometimes, i'll be thinking of him.
Just for you to know that i'm not the type of girl who can easily forget and get myself hooked again. (But it's time for me to. I have to move on...But not so soon.)
Fikir apa, baju ke nak tukar-tukar?
I am the kind who always wanted my first guy to be my last guy, forever.
I don't like to have so many EX-es.
IDK why some girls are so proud to have so many EX-es.
OH now i know, kirakan kau fikir diri kau tu lawa sangat ah sampai ramai lelaki nak dekat kau? Is it?
BUT FOR WHAT?!
I really don't understand sia.
TSK.
Okay why am i talking about this in the first place?
Hahaha...

PS: I'll be waiting for my special one. He has been in my heart for like months and sadly, this Sunday will be the last day for me to peep at him.
Omg, if only he knows... =(
It's okay, biarlah cinta ini menjadi rahsia di dalam hatiku.
How i WISH he got the same feelings as me eh eh?
Stop perasan okay makcik? OKAY!

Anyways, i didn't turn up for work today, overslept.
Chet ah.

Kay nvm.
I'll be waiting for my special one right here...

(PERASAN)

If not him, who's the lucky one eh?
HAHAHAHA.
(But my love is still for him, the special one.)

But wait, am i ready?